It is in the little things that we do. Love doesn't have to be difficult or expressed in a particular way....it just IS - the foundation of every new day that dawns....and every sun that sets. It is the force that eggs us on to seek new horizons or to stay and explore the ones we already know. It is there on the face of every being ebbing and flowing to the rythm of our lives.
Often we don't take notice of the love that simmers under the surface of every ordinary day. But it is there transforming and creating within your life. And some times it stops it's activity and just IS....and it blows your mind way. The split second realisation that love is inside of you and all around you. It is in the last spec of light making it's way up the facade of that house across the road. It is in the air that enters and exists your system as you inhale and exhale. It is on the face of your children as they look upon you the center of their world. It is in the chair that you sit on, the road that you walk and all your devices. It is in all that you feel and all that you experience. It is you. You are Love together with the rest of creation.
And when you stop and come to the realisation that all is because of love then there is only one way forward and that is in love. And that is where you find me. In love with the life that happens all around me all the time. No matter the struggle I may face I face it in love and that struggle is my lover showing me how to be better, stronger wiser in my love. Raising me one telling me to show what I got and give more on top. Challenging me to prove to my self that I am love, in love and of love.
And in the end all is well. For love is and I am and we are the union, the creation and life all in one. And I smile in the presence of the love that IS .....
Monday, 3 January 2011
I sigh
I sigh, you smile, I wonder what that means? So sure, now nothing makes sense anymore. I knew, now I'm not at all secure. I search inside my mind, all I find is you smiling as I sigh. I wonder why? Should I laugh or cry, or just lay down and die? I sigh, you smile...
... I wonder what that means. Did you see inside my dreams? Before I was, now I feel so lost. I try to fake, did you catch the mistake? I smile, you sight. Now what? I want to cry and really want to die. I sigh, you smile...
...I wonder do you know, that I am deep in your control. I panick, need to go, I don't want you to know. If I tell you will you say, that you knew it anyway? I sigh, you smile....
...I feel so lost. Must hide what I feel at all cost. Cause no way could it be, that you are into me. I wonder how a kiss would feel. I sigh, you smile, I blush! Oh no, now he must really know. You smile, I sigh.... and as you say good bye we kiss. Oh the perfect bliss. I sigh, you smile....and everything just is
... I wonder what that means. Did you see inside my dreams? Before I was, now I feel so lost. I try to fake, did you catch the mistake? I smile, you sight. Now what? I want to cry and really want to die. I sigh, you smile...
...I wonder do you know, that I am deep in your control. I panick, need to go, I don't want you to know. If I tell you will you say, that you knew it anyway? I sigh, you smile....
...I feel so lost. Must hide what I feel at all cost. Cause no way could it be, that you are into me. I wonder how a kiss would feel. I sigh, you smile, I blush! Oh no, now he must really know. You smile, I sigh.... and as you say good bye we kiss. Oh the perfect bliss. I sigh, you smile....and everything just is
:)
...and the light will shine even on this my darkest hour.
There are no demons or jinns, spells or vodoo, hatred or despise that can turn me into the night. For the light that I carry is so much more than a wishful thought or belief in a force. And you who do no know me by now will see, and those who have not yet heard will hear, as I step out in full force it will all come clear. There is no affirmation or confirmation, sublimation or investigation can hold this light that I carry, there are no walls or symbols, secret sects or ancient widome can contain, this that I will teach you on this day. There ain't no love for an idol or sacrifice that will bring down this that I am. I was here before and will be here after, I will embrace and caress for I have no master. I have no foundation for you to shake, no walls for you to break, I have no bonds for you to sever, no place to send me to forever. I have no time, no space, no resting place, no boundaries and no control, no special way to reach your soul. No spirit no body and no mind, no care no pitty and no being kind.
I am that I am and it is what it is. I am love and love is what is.
There are no demons or jinns, spells or vodoo, hatred or despise that can turn me into the night. For the light that I carry is so much more than a wishful thought or belief in a force. And you who do no know me by now will see, and those who have not yet heard will hear, as I step out in full force it will all come clear. There is no affirmation or confirmation, sublimation or investigation can hold this light that I carry, there are no walls or symbols, secret sects or ancient widome can contain, this that I will teach you on this day. There ain't no love for an idol or sacrifice that will bring down this that I am. I was here before and will be here after, I will embrace and caress for I have no master. I have no foundation for you to shake, no walls for you to break, I have no bonds for you to sever, no place to send me to forever. I have no time, no space, no resting place, no boundaries and no control, no special way to reach your soul. No spirit no body and no mind, no care no pitty and no being kind.
I am that I am and it is what it is. I am love and love is what is.
What is the problem...really (thoughts on the go)
Once again my mind is working overtime pondering the big questions. What is wrong with people? What is wrong with this world? And can we do anything to right that wrongs? Well the more I think no these general but no less important issues I realize that the best way to go about solving a problem that you can't get your head around is to make a priority list. So attempting to at least get some where on the way towards a sollution to all the worlds ills I focus instead on the little things.
So what is really the problem? Is it war between super powers set on rule the world? Or perhaps is it the question on God and how to solve salvation for the self and others? Or is it perhaps something much less obvious and close to home?
Well I have reached a realization that the problem after all starts with me. I am the reason it is all seemingly going bad, you, me and everyone else are entirely responsible. While we are too busy trying to find a scape goat to blame for socio-political injustice, pointless wars, social divide and economical failure, we seem to miss one vital issue. Us, the men and women in the mirror. Because all of this starts with us right here in our own minds and extends to our homes, communities and ultimately out in the world. The fact is we are not right in our minds and are not doing the right thing. Simple as that, we make our world no one else.
So what are we doing wrong? Well that is the million dollar question that after hours if not days, weeks and years of discussing, arguing, making some valid and some less valid points remains unanswered. So I am not even gonna attempt to answer that in one go because there is so much that we are doing wrong, and so many opposing views on this that I am just gonna cut down to the core of the issue. The things I think we can and should address long before we go about addressing the specifics.
In essence I believe by creating a list of focus, making the relevant changes and becoming comfortable that we got the answers to these right, we then have better tools to go out in the world to make some real changes to our society. So here is my priority list (please feel free to add to it if you feel I have missed anything).
1. Courtesy and respect
2. Love in it's purest and least selfish form
3. Correct thinking/language
4. Social power games are they usefull?
5. Learn to live with and love yourself
6. No one owes you a thing you owe the world everything
7. Your actions and words matter all the time
8. You are a teacher and role model just by virtue of being alive
9. Everyone falls down and it's your obligation to help when someone does.
10. Life is hard the only way to make it easier is by not adding to the problem.
11. Everyone is different accept it and learn to live with it (within reason).
Now that there is a list, we can start addressing these in our own minds.
Are these true for me? If they are am I doing anything to contribute or exaggerate any of these issues? How can I change, in my day to day, with regards to these? Do I really want change? If not do I have a right to complain about any of these when I see faults in others? How can I help others with regards to the above? How will my life and people around me change if I keep the above in mind?
So this is just an inspired rant ont he issue as i see them. Maybe there is a more complete list of issues to deal with and maybe this wasn't the most well written pioiece. But I hope at least that my point is getting through. We are all responsible for the world. Do something about it!
So what is really the problem? Is it war between super powers set on rule the world? Or perhaps is it the question on God and how to solve salvation for the self and others? Or is it perhaps something much less obvious and close to home?
Well I have reached a realization that the problem after all starts with me. I am the reason it is all seemingly going bad, you, me and everyone else are entirely responsible. While we are too busy trying to find a scape goat to blame for socio-political injustice, pointless wars, social divide and economical failure, we seem to miss one vital issue. Us, the men and women in the mirror. Because all of this starts with us right here in our own minds and extends to our homes, communities and ultimately out in the world. The fact is we are not right in our minds and are not doing the right thing. Simple as that, we make our world no one else.
So what are we doing wrong? Well that is the million dollar question that after hours if not days, weeks and years of discussing, arguing, making some valid and some less valid points remains unanswered. So I am not even gonna attempt to answer that in one go because there is so much that we are doing wrong, and so many opposing views on this that I am just gonna cut down to the core of the issue. The things I think we can and should address long before we go about addressing the specifics.
In essence I believe by creating a list of focus, making the relevant changes and becoming comfortable that we got the answers to these right, we then have better tools to go out in the world to make some real changes to our society. So here is my priority list (please feel free to add to it if you feel I have missed anything).
1. Courtesy and respect
2. Love in it's purest and least selfish form
3. Correct thinking/language
4. Social power games are they usefull?
5. Learn to live with and love yourself
6. No one owes you a thing you owe the world everything
7. Your actions and words matter all the time
8. You are a teacher and role model just by virtue of being alive
9. Everyone falls down and it's your obligation to help when someone does.
10. Life is hard the only way to make it easier is by not adding to the problem.
11. Everyone is different accept it and learn to live with it (within reason).
Now that there is a list, we can start addressing these in our own minds.
Are these true for me? If they are am I doing anything to contribute or exaggerate any of these issues? How can I change, in my day to day, with regards to these? Do I really want change? If not do I have a right to complain about any of these when I see faults in others? How can I help others with regards to the above? How will my life and people around me change if I keep the above in mind?
So this is just an inspired rant ont he issue as i see them. Maybe there is a more complete list of issues to deal with and maybe this wasn't the most well written pioiece. But I hope at least that my point is getting through. We are all responsible for the world. Do something about it!
As I am
Music was my first love....and I was set free and I danced as if possessed - to the rythms of nature. It captivated my soul and spun me out of control. It had me hypnotised by the ebb and flow of emotions.
My second was an angel that looked deep into my eyes and saw me hiding....And I was shook to the core by it's piercing eyes and I begged of it to stop and let me be. But it did not.
So I ran far and wide I tried to hide from what he saw. But truth be told you can not run from that which is inside you.
And here I am once more but this time wiser than before. An open book no need to hide... true to myself once more.
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