If I wanted to say, what words should I chose? That you might understand what it means. For what ever I say and what ever the sound it would fail to describe it to you.
If I wanted to show, what moves should I make. That you might see what it does to me. For how ever I move and in what ever shape it would not be mean the same things to you.
If I wanted touch what part should I chose. That you might feel the same as I do. For where ever I touch and in what ever way it would not feel the same to you.
So all I can do is chose one word, one movement and one gentle touch
and hope that those three will describe to you the love that I feel and how much.
Tuesday, 11 January 2011
Monday, 3 January 2011
Being alone
Sitting on a rock in the sunshine in the middle of my city I gather strength to continue on with the day to day. I often come here these days...My safe haven a peaceful place where I can think I let my mind stray. I realize that it is ok. It's ok to be as I am and to let you be as you are. A feeling builds inside of me as I let things be. My heart is filled with love felt unconditionally. And even as I let this feeling grow and realize I am all alone. It is ok. How I would love to share this moment of bliss. But even as sadness exists in the solitude of this moment. I realize that it is Ok. Because I hold in me the greatest gift of unconditional love for all that is. And it is ok.
On this day
Open like a book I will fight your deceite with my honesty. Out of love with love in love I may. I will not fall i will not faulter on this day. And if you take my love from me I will give you the love of souls in the millions. And if you take my light away I will shine with the stregth of stars in the billions. I will not lay down i will not go astray. And on my darkest hour on the darkest day you will not have me, no way. I am a soldier of the light that lead the way. You may take all that I am - but you will not have me on this day.
Here's to you...a declaration of love
Here's to you who love me, thank you for showing me the light
Here's to you who care for me thank for showing me my worth
Here's to you who hate me thanks for showing me how to love
Here's to you who have hurt me thanks for showing me how to forgive
Here's to you who have put me in my place thanks for showing me how to be humble Here's to you who left me thanks for showing me how to let go
Here's to you who challenge me thanks for showing how to grow
Here's to you who don't understand me for showing me how to be on my own
Here's to you who understand thanks for showing me I belong
Here's to you who gave me nothing thanks for showing me all that I have
Here's to you who gave me the world thanks for giving me life
Here's to all my enemies and my friends past, present and those who will be until the end
Love is the gift I give you for it is that from which I came and all that I am
Here's to you who care for me thank for showing me my worth
Here's to you who hate me thanks for showing me how to love
Here's to you who have hurt me thanks for showing me how to forgive
Here's to you who have put me in my place thanks for showing me how to be humble Here's to you who left me thanks for showing me how to let go
Here's to you who challenge me thanks for showing how to grow
Here's to you who don't understand me for showing me how to be on my own
Here's to you who understand thanks for showing me I belong
Here's to you who gave me nothing thanks for showing me all that I have
Here's to you who gave me the world thanks for giving me life
Here's to all my enemies and my friends past, present and those who will be until the end
Love is the gift I give you for it is that from which I came and all that I am
Living in the now
Your life is now in this moment, not yesterday or three seconds ago but now. Right here, in these words on this page in your chair. Life is... Not in the tomorrow or days to come, not in the moment after this one. Life is now. And if your now is not the now of your dreams then know that now is all there is. Your dreams are now right here where you are, so be just exactly as you are. No need to try to change your now for now will change anyhow. From moment to moment eternally realise that now is when to love, to live to rejoice and be free. The veil that has been placed over you eyes is the notion that life happens not now, but futurewise. But that future is now right where you are, the future is never any more far than the moment which is now. Now that you are here in the now which is, be love, feel loved and give love like this. In every second of every day with every part of you that may. Attract that which you want in this now, for living in the now is all there is.
Inpspiration pt1. Love IS
It is in the little things that we do. Love doesn't have to be difficult or expressed in a particular way....it just IS - the foundation of every new day that dawns....and every sun that sets. It is the force that eggs us on to seek new horizons or to stay and explore the ones we already know. It is there on the face of every being ebbing and flowing to the rythm of our lives.
Often we don't take notice of the love that simmers under the surface of every ordinary day. But it is there transforming and creating within your life. And some times it stops it's activity and just IS....and it blows your mind way. The split second realisation that love is inside of you and all around you. It is in the last spec of light making it's way up the facade of that house across the road. It is in the air that enters and exists your system as you inhale and exhale. It is on the face of your children as they look upon you the center of their world. It is in the chair that you sit on, the road that you walk and all your devices. It is in all that you feel and all that you experience. It is you. You are Love together with the rest of creation.
And when you stop and come to the realisation that all is because of love then there is only one way forward and that is in love. And that is where you find me. In love with the life that happens all around me all the time. No matter the struggle I may face I face it in love and that struggle is my lover showing me how to be better, stronger wiser in my love. Raising me one telling me to show what I got and give more on top. Challenging me to prove to my self that I am love, in love and of love.
And in the end all is well. For love is and I am and we are the union, the creation and life all in one. And I smile in the presence of the love that IS .....
Often we don't take notice of the love that simmers under the surface of every ordinary day. But it is there transforming and creating within your life. And some times it stops it's activity and just IS....and it blows your mind way. The split second realisation that love is inside of you and all around you. It is in the last spec of light making it's way up the facade of that house across the road. It is in the air that enters and exists your system as you inhale and exhale. It is on the face of your children as they look upon you the center of their world. It is in the chair that you sit on, the road that you walk and all your devices. It is in all that you feel and all that you experience. It is you. You are Love together with the rest of creation.
And when you stop and come to the realisation that all is because of love then there is only one way forward and that is in love. And that is where you find me. In love with the life that happens all around me all the time. No matter the struggle I may face I face it in love and that struggle is my lover showing me how to be better, stronger wiser in my love. Raising me one telling me to show what I got and give more on top. Challenging me to prove to my self that I am love, in love and of love.
And in the end all is well. For love is and I am and we are the union, the creation and life all in one. And I smile in the presence of the love that IS .....
I sigh
I sigh, you smile, I wonder what that means? So sure, now nothing makes sense anymore. I knew, now I'm not at all secure. I search inside my mind, all I find is you smiling as I sigh. I wonder why? Should I laugh or cry, or just lay down and die? I sigh, you smile...
... I wonder what that means. Did you see inside my dreams? Before I was, now I feel so lost. I try to fake, did you catch the mistake? I smile, you sight. Now what? I want to cry and really want to die. I sigh, you smile...
...I wonder do you know, that I am deep in your control. I panick, need to go, I don't want you to know. If I tell you will you say, that you knew it anyway? I sigh, you smile....
...I feel so lost. Must hide what I feel at all cost. Cause no way could it be, that you are into me. I wonder how a kiss would feel. I sigh, you smile, I blush! Oh no, now he must really know. You smile, I sigh.... and as you say good bye we kiss. Oh the perfect bliss. I sigh, you smile....and everything just is
... I wonder what that means. Did you see inside my dreams? Before I was, now I feel so lost. I try to fake, did you catch the mistake? I smile, you sight. Now what? I want to cry and really want to die. I sigh, you smile...
...I wonder do you know, that I am deep in your control. I panick, need to go, I don't want you to know. If I tell you will you say, that you knew it anyway? I sigh, you smile....
...I feel so lost. Must hide what I feel at all cost. Cause no way could it be, that you are into me. I wonder how a kiss would feel. I sigh, you smile, I blush! Oh no, now he must really know. You smile, I sigh.... and as you say good bye we kiss. Oh the perfect bliss. I sigh, you smile....and everything just is
:)
...and the light will shine even on this my darkest hour.
There are no demons or jinns, spells or vodoo, hatred or despise that can turn me into the night. For the light that I carry is so much more than a wishful thought or belief in a force. And you who do no know me by now will see, and those who have not yet heard will hear, as I step out in full force it will all come clear. There is no affirmation or confirmation, sublimation or investigation can hold this light that I carry, there are no walls or symbols, secret sects or ancient widome can contain, this that I will teach you on this day. There ain't no love for an idol or sacrifice that will bring down this that I am. I was here before and will be here after, I will embrace and caress for I have no master. I have no foundation for you to shake, no walls for you to break, I have no bonds for you to sever, no place to send me to forever. I have no time, no space, no resting place, no boundaries and no control, no special way to reach your soul. No spirit no body and no mind, no care no pitty and no being kind.
I am that I am and it is what it is. I am love and love is what is.
There are no demons or jinns, spells or vodoo, hatred or despise that can turn me into the night. For the light that I carry is so much more than a wishful thought or belief in a force. And you who do no know me by now will see, and those who have not yet heard will hear, as I step out in full force it will all come clear. There is no affirmation or confirmation, sublimation or investigation can hold this light that I carry, there are no walls or symbols, secret sects or ancient widome can contain, this that I will teach you on this day. There ain't no love for an idol or sacrifice that will bring down this that I am. I was here before and will be here after, I will embrace and caress for I have no master. I have no foundation for you to shake, no walls for you to break, I have no bonds for you to sever, no place to send me to forever. I have no time, no space, no resting place, no boundaries and no control, no special way to reach your soul. No spirit no body and no mind, no care no pitty and no being kind.
I am that I am and it is what it is. I am love and love is what is.
What is the problem...really (thoughts on the go)
Once again my mind is working overtime pondering the big questions. What is wrong with people? What is wrong with this world? And can we do anything to right that wrongs? Well the more I think no these general but no less important issues I realize that the best way to go about solving a problem that you can't get your head around is to make a priority list. So attempting to at least get some where on the way towards a sollution to all the worlds ills I focus instead on the little things.
So what is really the problem? Is it war between super powers set on rule the world? Or perhaps is it the question on God and how to solve salvation for the self and others? Or is it perhaps something much less obvious and close to home?
Well I have reached a realization that the problem after all starts with me. I am the reason it is all seemingly going bad, you, me and everyone else are entirely responsible. While we are too busy trying to find a scape goat to blame for socio-political injustice, pointless wars, social divide and economical failure, we seem to miss one vital issue. Us, the men and women in the mirror. Because all of this starts with us right here in our own minds and extends to our homes, communities and ultimately out in the world. The fact is we are not right in our minds and are not doing the right thing. Simple as that, we make our world no one else.
So what are we doing wrong? Well that is the million dollar question that after hours if not days, weeks and years of discussing, arguing, making some valid and some less valid points remains unanswered. So I am not even gonna attempt to answer that in one go because there is so much that we are doing wrong, and so many opposing views on this that I am just gonna cut down to the core of the issue. The things I think we can and should address long before we go about addressing the specifics.
In essence I believe by creating a list of focus, making the relevant changes and becoming comfortable that we got the answers to these right, we then have better tools to go out in the world to make some real changes to our society. So here is my priority list (please feel free to add to it if you feel I have missed anything).
1. Courtesy and respect
2. Love in it's purest and least selfish form
3. Correct thinking/language
4. Social power games are they usefull?
5. Learn to live with and love yourself
6. No one owes you a thing you owe the world everything
7. Your actions and words matter all the time
8. You are a teacher and role model just by virtue of being alive
9. Everyone falls down and it's your obligation to help when someone does.
10. Life is hard the only way to make it easier is by not adding to the problem.
11. Everyone is different accept it and learn to live with it (within reason).
Now that there is a list, we can start addressing these in our own minds.
Are these true for me? If they are am I doing anything to contribute or exaggerate any of these issues? How can I change, in my day to day, with regards to these? Do I really want change? If not do I have a right to complain about any of these when I see faults in others? How can I help others with regards to the above? How will my life and people around me change if I keep the above in mind?
So this is just an inspired rant ont he issue as i see them. Maybe there is a more complete list of issues to deal with and maybe this wasn't the most well written pioiece. But I hope at least that my point is getting through. We are all responsible for the world. Do something about it!
So what is really the problem? Is it war between super powers set on rule the world? Or perhaps is it the question on God and how to solve salvation for the self and others? Or is it perhaps something much less obvious and close to home?
Well I have reached a realization that the problem after all starts with me. I am the reason it is all seemingly going bad, you, me and everyone else are entirely responsible. While we are too busy trying to find a scape goat to blame for socio-political injustice, pointless wars, social divide and economical failure, we seem to miss one vital issue. Us, the men and women in the mirror. Because all of this starts with us right here in our own minds and extends to our homes, communities and ultimately out in the world. The fact is we are not right in our minds and are not doing the right thing. Simple as that, we make our world no one else.
So what are we doing wrong? Well that is the million dollar question that after hours if not days, weeks and years of discussing, arguing, making some valid and some less valid points remains unanswered. So I am not even gonna attempt to answer that in one go because there is so much that we are doing wrong, and so many opposing views on this that I am just gonna cut down to the core of the issue. The things I think we can and should address long before we go about addressing the specifics.
In essence I believe by creating a list of focus, making the relevant changes and becoming comfortable that we got the answers to these right, we then have better tools to go out in the world to make some real changes to our society. So here is my priority list (please feel free to add to it if you feel I have missed anything).
1. Courtesy and respect
2. Love in it's purest and least selfish form
3. Correct thinking/language
4. Social power games are they usefull?
5. Learn to live with and love yourself
6. No one owes you a thing you owe the world everything
7. Your actions and words matter all the time
8. You are a teacher and role model just by virtue of being alive
9. Everyone falls down and it's your obligation to help when someone does.
10. Life is hard the only way to make it easier is by not adding to the problem.
11. Everyone is different accept it and learn to live with it (within reason).
Now that there is a list, we can start addressing these in our own minds.
Are these true for me? If they are am I doing anything to contribute or exaggerate any of these issues? How can I change, in my day to day, with regards to these? Do I really want change? If not do I have a right to complain about any of these when I see faults in others? How can I help others with regards to the above? How will my life and people around me change if I keep the above in mind?
So this is just an inspired rant ont he issue as i see them. Maybe there is a more complete list of issues to deal with and maybe this wasn't the most well written pioiece. But I hope at least that my point is getting through. We are all responsible for the world. Do something about it!
As I am
Music was my first love....and I was set free and I danced as if possessed - to the rythms of nature. It captivated my soul and spun me out of control. It had me hypnotised by the ebb and flow of emotions.
My second was an angel that looked deep into my eyes and saw me hiding....And I was shook to the core by it's piercing eyes and I begged of it to stop and let me be. But it did not.
So I ran far and wide I tried to hide from what he saw. But truth be told you can not run from that which is inside you.
And here I am once more but this time wiser than before. An open book no need to hide... true to myself once more.
On the male and female
There is no male or female outside of the physical however there are energies attributed with the male and female principles. In the end they are only lables and just like the ego an act we chose to participate in. Wether there is life 'outside' our physical beings that is another issue entirely.
Since we must seek inside to travel out is it not possible that that which is outside only lives within?
Since we must seek inside to travel out is it not possible that that which is outside only lives within?
On Creation/Creator
Body has one part to it which is the mind. The mind is the body in some ways but not quite. The body created the mind right? Could then the creator be like the body and creation be like the mind?
Love
On Love: Life force/energy, feelings motivator, emotion, motion ....
Love is the driving force (motivator) at the base of everything that is (exists) . Love in it's purests form is good in the sense that it maintains and promotes the life cycle. But love as a manifestation through human experience takes on various expressions which we in turn add value too, it is what is when we live life in the best way possible to promote and maintain life through our being (and has nothing to do with my interpersonal relations per se) It's all to do with the larger picture beyond me as a being.
Love is the driving force (motivator) at the base of everything that is (exists) . Love in it's purests form is good in the sense that it maintains and promotes the life cycle. But love as a manifestation through human experience takes on various expressions which we in turn add value too, it is what is when we live life in the best way possible to promote and maintain life through our being (and has nothing to do with my interpersonal relations per se) It's all to do with the larger picture beyond me as a being.
Learning...
On a day like this when I feel let down by you ,I am reminded of my own imperfection. And I thank you for being a mirror to me showing me that I too need correction.
You humble me and for that I am enternally greatful.
To a beautiful companion on my journey through...
You humble me and for that I am enternally greatful.
To a beautiful companion on my journey through...
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